Last Days

I’ve known you Stant for 5 years, you’ve had my heart and mind the entire time uptil the last month. Over those years I have learned that love is eternal, and theres no way to avoid it. But recently I realized that if your not chasing me, why would I waste my time? If you aren’t mad in love with me, why would I torture myself. I am free because of this. Until I am you one and only lady, whom you treat like a goddess, and you my king, there is no “us”. Yes, I still see a future, but WAY in the future. These last few days are the last days I have with you around, I’m scared, confused and curious. I know you’ll find a way to keep in touch but its sad that I have dreaded and loved seeing you every day, now I may not. Tyler S. Forgive me for our messed up relationship, we both messed it up, and that is that.